im me...im human: Am I Alone - Poem →
-Am I Alone-
As I wallow in the abysmal cavern of my soul, shivering and quivering
Screaming for someone to hold me and whisper sweet music in my ears.
Nothing…
I am Alone
I start clawing my face, the depression sinks in further
I am Alone
So Lonely
Lonely?
What is…
im me...im human: Beauty - POEM →
-Beauty-
Beauty…What is beauty?
When we define it we miss it.
When we force beauty, it eludes us.
When we talk about beauty we lose it.
Beauty is fleeting when we search for it and everywhere when we stop looking.
Beauty comes when we welcome it, it illuminates when we are not…
Muscus Cleanse
I am planning to do a Mucus cleanse in two weeks. I am doing research on it now.
Parasite Cleanse
I am starting my Parasite Cleanse Today. I am going to do about a 40 day cleanse. I am doing a soft 30 day cleanse from ReNew Life that should open up my liver and kidneys so that the wormwood Oil (from wormwood leaf ground up) can enter in.
From what I understand a lot of people have Parasites and don’t know it. Some symptoms I have heard (Ill cite some actual sources later) are: lack of energy, inability to digest food and break it down to a firm stool, not able to sleep well without turning and waking up, stomach hurting and indigestion.
The parasites are suppose to follow the cycles of the moon, so they hatch during new and full moons. Full moons are suppose to be the worst time. So in this detox I am starting at the new moon July 30th 2011 and going till September 1st 2011 just past the new moon August 28th.
My next cleanse
I was listening to Kevin Trudeau and he was talking about other cleanse to do. So in no particular order I am doing these cleanses before the end of the year. I have been participating in things that are harmful to my health: Processed foods, gluten, MSG, Corn sugar, endless chemicals and hormones, heavy metals like mercury in my feelings (and lord know what else), and parasites. These things are around me and I do not want them in me or around me. I am gaining trust in my body again. I feel many people do not trust their bodies. I know my body can heal anything - and fast. I am helping my body out. I am giving my body a good direction then letting it go. I will document my journey.
1- I started with the 14 day cleanse by ReNew Life
2- I am defining what I want and how I want to feel
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The cleanses are
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- Gallbladder cleanse
- Candida cleanse
- Heavy metal cleanse -
- Gall bladder cleanse
- Colon cleanse
- Kidney cleanse
- Parasite cleanse – 3 x cycles
- Fat cell cleanse
The week afterwards Thursday to Monday June 17 th to 21st –
The week afterwards Thursday to Monday June 17 th to 21st –
I really liked the detox. It kicked my butt, but that was fine. I had physical symptoms sure but they were not that extreme. The detox went about 4 days after taking the last pill. My cold (day 15 and 16) ended after two days. The degree of happiness I feel now is so worth the emotional pain I felt. I had the most amazing happiness afterward. This amazing feeling lasted for about 3 days. I felt like I am walking on sunshine. My emotions have not been extreme, and I feel more calm. It is like I have long term benefit from short term sacrifice.
I played soccer this week and had 3 x the energy than before. I am so happy. I feel like my head expanded and I feel more positive energy (this shows up as happiness running down my back and up my body, kind of like positive goosebumps). My taste and smell is so much stronger and better. I also saw 2 stones in this week after I was done with the detox.
I feel the detox was the best at clearing out emotions. I slept a lot and feel like I moved more emotion and toxins because I slept so much. I was able to work on emotional releases during this time and that helped. I feel my brain is running better and I have greater mental clarity. I feel I have less fear going forward. I am doing things I didn’t do before because I was scared about it. I feel the detox helped me with this. I would say if you want to do a detox (this one or another - especially a long term cleanse full body cleanse) decide if you have enough downtime to survive. You do not want to be overly stressed or strong pressures to perform physical exercise. You will not feel like doing that. Light exercises like walks in the park are fantastic, a small hike, or a light jog. Tell the ones closest to you about your cleanse because their life will be affected by your emotions, at least that happened to me. I felt like I was on a male PSM run.
Day 15 - ReNew Life :14 day Detox
Day 15, June 15 Wednesday – took my last pills yesterday. I ate some brownies today, they hurt my stomach but nothing that lasted. I woke up feeling bit better than yesterday. I did have a head cold. It was not a real head cold I think it was from my detox. It was the symptoms of a head cold without the head cold. Its hard to explain. I was not sick I just felt sick.
Day 14 - ReNew Life :14 day Detox
Day 14, June 14th, Tuesday – My last day. I feel very happy and excited to be done. It was like pure anxiety and pure excitement mixed into one event, one day. I do feel good. Nothing super excited happened.
Day 13 - ReNew Life 14 day cleanse
Day 13 Monday– I slept well today. I slept about 10 hours. I had three stones come up today. I smell so bad today. I feel stronger today. My stomach is tight but feels great. I am played soccer today and ran fine and my physical level is much better than any other day except the first day. When I was done I was dripping sweat. It was so strong and pungent. I sweated so much today. I do feel very happy today. I feel very even and calm today.
Day 12 - ReNew Life 14 day cleanse
Day 12, June 12th Sunday – I feel so much better. My body still is sore but that is ok. I slept 9 hours. I am buzzing. I feel emotionally fantastic. I showered twice once yesterday and once this morning and people said they can still smell the oils on me. I did make the mistake of eating before I played soccer. I ate a smoothie and oat meal 2 hours before I played soccer. I felt so heavy and so icky physically. I do feel super good emotionally. I played well but I could not run much. It felt good to exercise. I am super sweaty and super smelly. I saw 2 stones today. My poo is getting fluffy again. I am buzzing and feeling so good. Me and my gf Olga went on a date today. We are both so happy. I am grateful for this experience.
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